its D!
i think i have come to a decision. it's D for all of you people who know who im talking about. for those who have no clue, D is a great girl thats all you have to know.
here's a lil thing i came up for her, she wont see it but its meant to release all the emotions thats pent up within. think about a alot of water held behind by a dam.
the moments linger after all the lights have been shut.i see your smile, your face still in the dark.time passes on and our day is long over.some how its meaningless to remain sober.i see your smile, your eyes and the word is bliss.i see hopes crashing, those beautiful lips to kiss.whats gone has gone and might never come around.these feelings have stayed and stood their ground.sounds like a notch up your stupid good charlotte, simple plan and whatever emo crap there is. fuck emo, there's only one genre worth listening to and thats METAL. hmmm, HIM(the band) wannabe? :p
Dannelia or Gabrielle.. Or NONE!
another conflicting dilemma. close friends would know of my current love life situation. the D & G issue. goodness me, you have no idea how much confusion and conflicting thoughts are in my head, wrecking every seemingly 'solid' decision i make.
G. familiar face, heart. beautiful, in and out. but she's gone out of my league. jc peeps and all dont fit in with sec sch pple.
D. beauty. simple. way outta my league. confusing.
the problem is i dont even know who i like. if i would be so so lucky to have to make a choice, i seriously have no idea regarding who i should choose. well, that problem is solved as i wont be as lucky as to have both of the two hot chicks interested in me. if one of em even SEEMS interested in me, i would have to thank my lucky stars, heavens, demons, angels of cupid doubly hard.
that stupid box car racer song is fucking stuck in my head.
do you care if i dont know what to say.when you sleep tonight, will you think of me.is there someone out there who feels just like me.there is.tower of bishops or acheron( i have no idea what we call ourselves now) has had a fucking fantastic week and more from the days left to come. our track, Bloody Slumber is done up. left with drum and bass fills. jesus, my throat went hoarse from all that screaming man. there arent any screeches or growls in this one, except for three lines. its just pure vocal 'explosion' and release. i will seriously develop throat cancer or something if this madness continues in every one of our songs. you know its fucking weird, we havent even had our demo released yet. but we're already working on our first release.
good luck to all the people taking their prelims, n's o's promos. whatever.
good luck to all the confused hearts. may cupid be with them.
life is meaningless?
have you ever thought to yourself one day, all of a sudden. that you feel like giving up on what you're doing at the moment? even tho you are so close to reaching the finish line?
those are my exact sentiments at the moment. even tho the o's are so close and all, i just feel like taking a break from it all. the stress and tension is building up to an extreme. the competition is heating up, especially since there are a few pretty good english students in my class. english being my forte, i cannot let them beat me and they being the complete student package(study study study type) will most probably get an a2 or a1 at best. i cannot afford my reign in 4d as the self proclaimed duke of english to be taken away.
those who arent taking the o's yet but will soon. study hard, very hard. trust me on all things especially this.
tower of bishops has had a pretty tense weak, mainly in our vocal style. thank goodness we are all sensible and intelligent people who know how to compromise.
ndp'05.
its the nationdal day today. august 9th. 40 years of independence. racial harmony, 5stars to represent 5 core moral values that depict our nation's population.
NATIONALISTIC PROPAGANDA
i honestly think i will write a song about this later. spent last night drinking w dwayne, kenneth, zhenglong and some new friend called lucas. fucking funny man, we were talking about burnings flags and the whole CHC church shit and jesus here jesus there. i couldnt take it so i said, all churches and all gods are full o shit. WHOOPSIE DAISY NOW. lets hope nothing happens to me especially during this inauspicious month.
there are things that we cannot define nor explain. think e.g love, paranormal, perference, blah blah.
isn't that sad? to be able to create life now(cloning, stem cell etc.) but not be able to control other aspects of our unknown universal parallels.
i cant wait to get my hands on any new Kreator stuff man. they're a fucking awesome thrash band. honestly, if ToB could be like that. i would quit studying and work on it with my utmost loyalty and dedication. just listen to Dystopia or Voices of the Dead. awesome tracks, micheal amott form Arch Enemy lends a guitar solo which is fucking mind blowing on Murder Fantasies.
a big thank you to Rashid of Brainstorm productions for all the help he's given.
oh, anyone out there who is into death, black metal. and you're looking for cd's. tag me, i will give you more info on Brainstorm.
prelims are so soon!
i have just realised that my prelims are less than a month away. its that soon, i just signed a piece of paper indicating where i would be sitting for my o level science practical. thats how soon its coming. i feel as if im on a train on to the end of the rail which ends over a cliff. stressed out is the word.
